Toxicity, ramblings revisited

Slash Circle

Running uphill, glooming into the abyss, momentary bliss and [insert cliche here]. Old habits are hard to break.

Because who needs boredom, new ideas and short for-the-hell-of-it experiments when there are so many distractions to pay attention to. All for the sweet prosperous addictions spanning an entire pink-ish spectrum of caffeinated fizzy goo, potent brownsticks and borderline titillating explicit content. Keeps you running, forever. I can sleep when I’m dead.

Ye olde windy, wet and rainy drizzle. A stimulus transacting the old conditioning of many solitary hours outdoors, with bright thoughts of the future, followed by the recognizable black bile oozing once again. Unconvinced if any small successes during the day, week or week before that had substance. New thoughts to ponder.

What once gave strength and endurance, albeit temporary, slowly start making its sneaky reentrance. A point-five-second reconsideration jumps it’s stock all the way past startup, post and production. All this time, the throttle varied, while it was all choke. A past -lean- state of mind starts to dwindle, seduced by an -rich- ecstatic optimism for future endeavors. Please don’t stall, please don’t stall.

Wheels, circles, cycles. Old habits are hard to break

Symmetrical Perfection

Vitruve Luc ViatourThe struggle for the definition of normality is over. Normality is simply the mindset, judgment, ethics and cultural values of the majority in any given circle. Perfection, on the other hand, is a completely different story. Many have speculated the connection between perfection and symmetry, simply that symmetry Is perfection. But also that the struggle is endless and without goal. As soon as the pyramid has been built, there is an urge to tear it down and start over. The illusion of Symmetrical Perfection. Continue reading Symmetrical Perfection

Line of Thought

Amorphous CarbonUncontrollable ways of thought, impossible to follow. Feelings and emotions come and go, once they are identified they are lost. Just like the irregular crystalline structure of Amorphous Carbon, the chemical composition that tries but fail, my mind has no pattern. It was once produced out of thin air, with a bright future, but never established a Line of Thought. Continue reading Line of Thought

Concept of Time

TimeWhat is Time? Is it something that We have made up? Or is it another constant of the Universe? Is it simple movement through the length of space, measured by time? Is it essential for us to perceive the three dimensions correctly? Is there any, or will there be any explanation to the Concept of Time Continue reading Concept of Time