- depression is
depression is when you can’t sleep and you get so bored looking at your roof, that you spend weeks nights contemplating what to do with it only to find that you wouldn’t have enough determination to do it.
depression isn’t always suicide.
depression is ovbious to only yourself. suicide is ovbious to everyone.
depression is, and always will be, my, and many others, mays of life.
depression runs my life. makes me do things i shouldn’t do.
depression is that voice in the back of your head telling you, that you need help.
depression makes you gain weight, loose weight, not eat, eat too much.. do drugs. give or take a few.
depression has the feeling of death, without the dying part.
depression is still killing you even if you have the best things in the world.
depression isn’t just having too little, it’s having too much as well.
depression is never seeing your father happy.
depression is loosing your brother too his girlfriend.
depression is the killing of the broken pieces of your heart.
depression is slow motion and fast motion at the same time.
depression is the illusion that the world has turned it’s back on you and everyone in it.
depression is seeing happiness everywhere you go.
depression is hoping to survive and hoping not to at the same time.
depression isn’t contemplating suicide, but wishing you were already there.
depression is when the only thing that cares is the depression itself.
depression is when you are at school and you can’t remember things you learnt in grade 5.
depression is falling alseep in your favourite subject.
depression is hating yourself because your parents hate you.
depression is the hatred of your family.
depression eats your insides witha smile on it’s face.
depression is the look in your eyes when you wake up in the morning, knowing you have to live another day.
depression is yourself. you are depression.
depression makes you who you are and who you’ll always never want to be.
depression makes you miss your old self, but once your better, you miss depression.
but for me, mostly, depression is all of these, plus, depression is when you have had it so long that you are scared of who you will be when and if you get better. you wonder if you could survive happy and if the happiness would eat you.
now ask yourself.. do you have depression?
It’s the end of the world as I know it. That’s the way allot of us think when we feel sad, alone, miserable, suicidal and so on. But does it really matter how you feel? Yes, it does, to you, but not the rest of the world. Take a look around, does the world look as miserable as you feel? No, it doesn’t. Your problem isn’t really your feelings, it’s your world view. The only thing you are accomplishing is being an boring ego who only thinks and does stuff for himself. Continue reading 
