In A Sentimental Mood – The Man And The Failure

I was young at the time,
younger then I am now,
crawling through the corridors,
with sore feet and tired mind.
My mind getting worse,
not a bright moment,
nothings fun,
no one attractive,
the only thing tempting,
is a jar of sleeping pills.

But then something happened,
you came along,
you were beautiful,
I did not know you,
you did not know me,
we never knew each other,
it did not matter,
I liked you anyway,

You are so pretty,
so fragile,
I like you,
I would like to get to know you,
but I don’t have the nerve to,
to think of you is so calming,
I wounder how things would be if we where together,
In my dreams we are together,
we are both very happy,
it’s only you and me,
no one else.

But then,
the unthinkable happens,
I see you with someone else,
you walk,
you are holding hands,
you are getting close,
you are kissing,

My mind getting worse,
not a bright moment,
nothings fun,
no one attractive,
the only thing tempting,
is a jar of sleeping pills.
………….

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Ramblings about science

I would like to take the time to ramble a little about science, and I would like to start with “The scientific method made easy”

1. Thou shalt base thy conclusion on the evidence.
2. Thou shalt measure objectively not guess subjectivly.
3. Thou shalt back up thy statements with evidence.
4. Thou shalt use large sample numbers.
5. Thy tests shalt be blind.
6. Thy tests shalt have controls.
7. Thou shalt cite thy sources of information.
8. Thy sources of information must be reliable, verifiable and backed by evidence.
9. Opinion is not fact.
10. Thou shalt not bear false witness. (don’t cheat)

There is allot of misunderstanding about replication, and it’s often used as an argument against evolution, here’s an example:

“Evolution involves events that cannot be repeated or reproduced in the laboratory so it does not depend on science in the usual sense of the word”

– creationism.org

But science is about acts based on evidence, not a recreation of passed events in a laboratory. Prosecutors don’t have to replicate a murder to show that a murder tock place, a bloody corpse with multiple stab wounds is usually enough.

The replication of results mean that if someone bases a conclusion on a experiment, then that experiment has to be repeatable by other researchers. If the scientist bases it on something that he observed then they have to be able to observe it to.

A theory, in the scientific arena, is not a “guess”, it’s an explanation that fits with all of the consistent evidence, and every new peace of evidence has to be consistent with the theory. The theory has to be consistent with new theories and other fields, and new technologies based on the theory has to work. A theory can be modified as new evidence comes along, but the new theories don’t overturn the theories, they just show more precisely how they work.

Science doesn’t start with that something is natural or “supernatural”, it starts with something that happens and then works out how and why it happens. Science is an explanation based on impartial research backed by rigorous texts and balases, not beliefs.

Referece: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcavPAFiG14

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>Love, Sex and Enlightenment

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Sex is wonderful, Sex is wonderful.

They are so hard to find, I don’t know where to look, When i find someone they don’t want to get close to me, All of them are so, so, so, so odd, They get all the love they want, They make it seem so easy, Where do they look, Where do they found them?, Where should i look?, What should i do!!! I’m going mad, I’m insane!!!!, I feel so lonely,

The friends i’ve got isn’t enough!, i, i, i, oh

But, but, if i get my hands on a girl, would that solve my problems?

Oh… I guess, I guess not

“Achievement Unlocked”

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>Calm before the breakdown

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This is a short story of my life about the, what is see as, the last moment of my effortless childhood.

I remember, all those warm and sunny summer days sitting on a wooden bench all alone, not a single person in sight. The sore feeling in my legs after riding my bike for such a long time, listening to Linkin Park on my CD player not understanding half of what they where screaming about, and to hear that short silence when it switched track.

Sitting there, relaxing, watching the trees move back and forth in the wind across the field, not feeling any sadness or stress. Stretching my arms up in the air, so sweaty and thirsty after all the physical strains. I did not own any watch, any cellphone, any wallet, any keys, it was like time stood still, waiting for me, to go back to school, socializing and working.

Getting into something completely different, then it was like eight weeks ago, new people, new corridors, new teachers. Trying really hard to get up 6.30 in the morning, and not falling asleep while the teacher is talking about something that I really don’t care about, carrying that heavy backpack to and from school. Getting that so-you-decided-to-show-up look from the teachers ugly face when arriving three seconds late.

To get home after a really long day, not having any energy left, pouring up a nice cold drink of Coke and then falling asleep on the couch. With the grades going way below average and with my life force slowly flowing out of me, until theres nothing left of me. There’s nothing left, I’m nothing, Only fourteen, And nothing left. No more warm and sunny summer days, No more bike riding, No more stressless days, No more relaxing, No nothing.

I remember it so fondly, The only effortless part of my life, That is no more.

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Linux: Run Microsoft Paint In Linux! (AKA: mspaint)

Hi there!

This time i am going to show you how to run mspaint in Linux!
First of all you need to have Wine installed (which i think you have already), and then you need to grab hold of the files: mspaint and MFC42U.DLL. You can find them on most Windows XP/NT/2000 systems, If you can’t find the MFC42U.DLL file, you can get it from DLL-files.

Now place these two files in Wine’s system32 directory, which is usually in: /home/[USER]/.wine/drive_c/windows/system32

Now open up a terminal and type: wine mspaint
And have fun!!

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